Im begging God to hear me now on this one: I need prayer, I always need prayer. For once in my life I want this to be the last time I have to beg for help! It's always something. Always. Rather its abuse or fianicial its always something, and it always seems to be in a way that I have no control of the situation. I know i should put it in Gods hands but how can i when, its hard to even get in my hand. I know, I know, Your strong, youve been through so much, you can make it! What if... what if I dont wanna make it anymore, what if I cant find the silver linging anymore. IM NOT STRONG enough anymore, I cant do it by myself like this anymore. Im sorry but i cant, well maybe i can eventually but I dont Want to. Why? When all I do is live to work so I can barley live? I dont wanna do it anymore. It's become so pointless, and im trying so hard! I really am, Im tryin so hard I spend about 2hrs a day with my kids at home, what kind of mom does that make me. And when they beg and Cry for me to spend more time what do i say, I will, I will Baby, Mommy just needs to take more time, Mommy has to pay the bills or we wont have a home to come to. And he tells me he doesnt care and he rather be homeless again, because now mommy is always gone and cant spend time with them anymore. My whole reason for living and doing what I do is for my kids and now, its like they're suffering , because MOMMY"S GOTTA PAY THE BILLS..........
Here since: May 13, 2008
Female, 39
disabled
nashua, new hampshire
Languages: english
Hello, my name is Diane. I am in a desperate situation. I have intestinal cancer and unable to work. Recently, my neighbor (who I thought was a friend) stole 1000.00 from me. She knows how sick I am, ...see full post
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Female, 29
C-Print Captionist
Walker, MI
Languages: English
Hi! I'm a C-Print Captionist (working for a deaf student, captioning college classes), and my husband is a student and works in the Disability Support office. Neither of us is getting anywhere close...see full post
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Female, 21
Student, and currently looking for a job.
Philadelphia, PA
Languages: English
Hi.
I am a twenty-one year old trying to fullfil my dream of obtaining a college education. For the last year-and-a-half (I just completed the first semester of my sophomore year) I have attended a l...see full post
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Female, 47
mom
merced, california
Languages: engish/little spanish
hello everyone.....my name is nancy salazar.....i am 47.....i am a single mom.....i am working on my bachelors in business.....i am trying to make my kids life alittle better than mine was as a child....see full post
Here since: May 12, 2008
Female, 42
Disabled
Medina, TN
Languages: English
I am disabled, my husband has been looking for a job since November. We have had to sell my car, his burned. THe van we have know is unfixable and will not run. We go with out food for the last 2 1...see full post
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Male, 48
unemployed
apache junction, AZ
Languages: english
This is my story;
I'm 48 and live with my Mother. I'm also her caretaker and also help out my Brother who is
disabled and on SSI. My Mother and I live in a mobilehome that is over 30 years old and is ...see full post
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Female
CO 1
Clearlake, California
Languages: English
Hello I'm a mother of four and I live in Lake County. unfortunatley my husband became ill with prostate cancer and i'm the only one working. The bills have become behind and I need help with two of th...see full post
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Female, 36
Customer Service Rep
Greeley, CO
Languages: English
I am a 37 year old mother of two in need of financial help or advise. I currently am married to a man that is an alcholic and cheater and have to stay in order to have food to eat on the table for my...see full post
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Male, 47
unemployment/ driver
Rancho Dominguez, CA
Languages: english
My name is Roland, I am out of work with a 6 year old and a 15 year old. My wife has been disabled for 7 years awaiting surgery. We live in a mobile home that needs some serious repairs. Help ...see full post
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Female, 29
mortgage broker
mchenry, il
Languages: english
I am in a sticky situation due to the down turn in the real estate market. I am looking for a large personal loan to help us with our situation for the short term. I am willing to pay a large return s...see full post
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37
Sales
Chicago, Illinois
Languages: Englih
Hello I am posting this blog to request some help. I need $600 to fix my car and some additional funds to pay off debt. I am married with 3 children -- I recently lost a job. If you need additional...see full post
